We Don’t All Love Durians, Or, Why Love Must be Unconditional

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I am re-reading Thich Nhat Hanh’s book, Touching Peace: Practicing the Art of Mindful Living. Today’s chapter, “The Happiness of One Person,” concerns how human beings relate to one another. Thich Nhat Hanh asks us to conceive of love in an unconditional manner: a manner that does not force others to be, act, or think like us — but rather gives others the freedom to be themselves.

I found one passage particularly moving, so I wanted to share it here (emphases mine):

True love requires deep understanding. In fact, love is another name for understanding. If you do not understand, you cannot love properly.

Without understanding, your love will only cause the other person to suffer.

In Southeast Asia, many people are extremely fond of a big fruit with many thorns called durian. You might even say they are addicted to it. Its smell is extremely strong, and when some people finish eating the fruit, they put the skin under their bed so they can continue to smell it. To me, the smell of durian is horrendous.

One day when I was practicing chanting alone in my temple in Vietnam, there happened to be one durian on the altar that had been offered to the Buddha. I was trying to recite the Lotus Sutra, using a wooden drum and a large bowl-shaped bell for accompaniment, but I could not concentrate at all. I finally decided to turn the bell over and imprison the durian so I could chant the sutra. After I finished, I bowed to the Buddha and liberated the durian.

If you were to say to me, “I love you so much I would like you to eat some of the durian,” I would suffer.

You love me, you want me to be happy, but you force me to eat durian. That is an example of love without understanding. Your intention is good, but you don’t have the correct understanding.

In order to love properly, you have to understand. Understanding means to see the depth of the darkness, the pain, and the suffering of the other person. If you don’t see that, the more you do for her, the more she will suffer.

I was struck by parallels between this passage and ideas and situations I interact with on a daily basis due to my advocacy work within the Christian Homeschool Movement. Religious leaders and overprotective, fearful parents desperately want their children to end up just like themselves. They want their kids to be conservative, straight, and Christian. Some are so willing to make their children suffer in the name of “love” that they will ship off their non-straight children to abusive and damaging reparative therapy camps.

They are trying to force their children to eat durian.

But true love isn’t a cookie cutter. As Libby Anne at Love Joy Feminism has pointed out, true love necessitates acceptance — or what I believe Thich Nhat Hanh describes as “understanding.”

True love moves beyond affinity towards some thing and into the realm of understanding and accepting some one as a unique and beautiful self that is not you.

Published by R.L. Stollar

R.L. Stollar is a child liberation theologian and an advocate for children and abuse survivors. The author of an upcoming book on child liberation theology, The Kingdom of Children, Ryan has an M.H.S. in Child Protection from Nova Southeastern University and an M.A. in Eastern Classics from St. John’s College.

8 thoughts on “We Don’t All Love Durians, Or, Why Love Must be Unconditional

  1. This is wonderful!

    When my kids were little, I remember thinking that my greatest fear was that they would deny the Christian faith. At some point I came to realize that I could never control their belief; that was up to them to own. It was such a relief to let that go.

      1. You can buy one in the Asian Market. I assure you you’ve tasted food much, much worse. It’s just the fact that you can get drunk on it and smell bad that’s weird.

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